a lone wave

3.5.26

I am thinking of writing a fanfic. I didn't finish my previous and I have news ideas which I am stirring inside my little beautiful mind.

Today I went to a lecture about uncertainty and how it is natural process of life and how to deal with the fact you don't have certainty. It begins with the fact that your brain has 3 layers But we focus on reptile brain and frontal cortex big brain not A.I human original brain.

I think the important part of this lecture is making my understand I should give myself a chance even if I am not sure how the future will go, act with agency and focus on what is in my control.
I want to find a new job with good payment and move out of my parents house. I want to drive a car to the beach and metal detect and at times even look at the sky with a telescope. Sounds like a good thing to work for.